外婆

曾经拿着藤条，追人几条街

曾经喜爱看戏

喜爱讲话的外婆，

如今身体一非常的虚弱，

已不再方便走路，也已不再像以前那样的“活泼”

曾经肥肥一时的她，

现在廋材如骨，令人心酸。

前几晚，舅舅把她送回来，

看见她已不像从前那样

现在，驼着背，走不到几步路，就得坐下来了。

已不能再自己走动。

大家和她，用尽了九牛二虎之力

终于回到她的房间。

一趟下来，就开始在呻吟着。

以前她一呻吟，大家就开始顶嘴，

如今再也没人敢反她。

以前，大家会把她当成笑话，

现在，大家都不敢再作任何声音

不敢取消，没有半点怨言。

这么多儿子，女儿，孙子当中

她是最疼我的。

唯有我，她会自愿出钱让我去买东西吃

当然，我哪里好意思拿><

有时她会把我两个姐姐给搞乱

但我，她从不会错。

那天 我握住了她的手

我并没发出任何声音，

她认得出我，口里一直叫着 雄啊，雄...

每次回去都不看多她几眼的我

回到去，都不多和她说话的我

如今 是多么的惭愧。

握了我的手不到一会儿

她开始把眼睛闭上，

好像很安心的，开始睡着了。

心里 其实是多么的痛。

在这里要放个mail收过的几个图案

我相信因果报应。

你怎么对待人，人就怎么对待你。

一个人，他曾经做错 这是因果

搞到全部人都不喜欢他，最后跟家人关系不好

终日孤孤单单，

这是报应。

问题在 ：我们原谅他吗？彻彻底底的原谅她，不再有半点怨言的原谅吗？

每个人有他不同的做事风格

可能他做的，并不是我们肉眼能看得见的。

试从别的角度想，很多的好。

谢谢外婆的进入（我们家）

造福了我们。

谢谢外婆从前帮我们洗衣服，晒衣服，用手哦

谢谢她煮了 一顿一顿让我回味无穷的菜肴

sotong!!! 蒸鱼~

虽然知道，有时候她越帮越忙

可是 她的心意存在

谢谢她， 为我们带来了很多很多的欢笑

只是很多时候 我们都不晓得。

她的话题，有时可以令我们笑几天，记得么？

无形中，已经融入了我们生活的一大份子。

她的进入，从一些角度来看

是一种福气。

家里虽然添了少少许许的麻烦

却增加了不少的欢乐，温馨。

仔细想想，现在我们一家人好是好好，很完整的

仔细想，家里的环境 也因她的加入

变得越来越好了啊。

比较来讲 =X

这是一种福啊 ^^

过去的，就让它过去吧！

珍惜现在最重要。

在这里，要求你们的原谅

希望外婆早日康复，

像以前那样，有气力的，再与我们对质。

松

小丑定义 生日快乐

我认识两个小丑
第一个小丑　是所谓伪装的小丑
不开心，但每次要装开心
装开心，可是有一大堆的不满
这样　其实只会带来反效果，令大家更不开心

另一个小丑，是一个非常伟大的小丑
做一天的小丑，是她的愿望
让那一天里　和她的朋友们都开心
这一种愿望　真的很伟大

我有个朋友听见了
觉得很无知，很无聊，很愚蠢。
其实　你真么想，你更无知！！
这不是每个人都会想到的事，
即使让你想到了，有多少的人　有这样的勇气
我当初听见这愿望
我很喜欢，意义很重大

SK TAN ^^
我欣赏您的想法，喜欢您的作风
很不错.

以前　因为一套英文小丑杀人戏

让我很讨厌小丑

这次您让我改观了

谢谢SX让我认识方块
让我认识您　您无形中
教会了我很多很多的东西

Happy BeLaTed BirthDaY 生日快乐
去不成PD　真的很遗憾

超喜欢这张照片　谢谢您为大家带来了很多欢笑和娱乐　

在这里　祝福您　出国时，记得别忘了我这名无名小卒

祝您　万事如意　^^

小丑的定义　是要为周围的人带来欢笑

而不是为周围的人带来一丝丝的伪装

切记！！

WaY BacK to KL~~

way back to kl today..
went back for aBi and AdMen's Birthday
went back alone ><

gonna post pictures of them soon..

when i try to get those photos XD

lazy to become a photographer this time

On My way back ^^

i felt so many feelings in my heart..

Saw 1 very cute little malay boy ^^

running about and yelling in the train..

but he is so cute that...

his grandma keep hold him in her hug

so cute that.. his grandma let him sleep on his lap when he is tired

I thought of how my parents taken care of me last time....

when i m small..

when i fell asleep on the sofa.. dad carries me to bed..

talk to me on the bed.. we share the same bed..

pillow talking..hehe.. i still remember u know..

when im small.. mom always wake me up in the morning...

changed my cloths, make me milk..

fetch me to skol everyday..

bring me all the good food..

try to fulfill what is necessary for us..

heard how my mom take care of me when i had an accident when i small..

i always remember...

deep in my heart...

sorry i tried to argue with u all all the time..

know i am in wrong many times..

just forgive for my childishness..

forgive for my dumbness..

VERY SORRY....

On the other hand.. I saw the little boy on the train

His parents never wanna bother about him

This recalls/relates me to the customer behavior i studied yesterday..

many young parents caused babies by accident and

they dun wanna take care of them

And another saying is parents take care of us until

we are most likely married or some even until 30s..

but after we are married,

we passed the burden of taking care of our children back to them..

make them no rest..

THIS is really not good..

unless parents are really willing or like to take care of kids..

Saw 1 video few days ago..

This girl is really a BITCH !!!

quite sad when i see this video..

felt so pity to her mom...

she was just 15..

but having sex with 15 guys and more than 300 times..

and NO safety..

as she wants a baby.....

Sometimes i always thought this way..

now i work.. then i earned money ^^

then i find a peaceful place and try to retire...

But i never thought of my parents..

Then i thought back..

I have these feelings..Feelings of getting retired..

but y i never thought that my parents will thought this way too ??

I promised myself ^^

ok.. mayb u guys will say "listen 1st laaa" ><

wat i gonna say is :

when i started working and having a better or stable life..

i will sponsor my parents ^^ which i know they like it most..

to TRAVELLING / VACATIONS ^^

to make them happy...

just hope that they wont stress me though on certain things =X

DAD ^^ YOU ARE THE BEST DAD EVER !!!

alright alright.. MOM.. YOU TOO ><

hehe..

Dam sad....

really really upset or felt so not nice..

when i c everyone passing grandma around...

every1 avoiding their responsibilities..

every1 pushing here and there..

So afraid that i would be the one kena passed around next time when im old..

DAD is right..

no matter how clever u r in earning money..

or how smart u r in ur results..

ur ATTITUDE is the most important thing

Manners, acts and talkings are things that are the most important for us..

People.. pls do concern about others before u do anything..

including me ><>

but anything that make ppl upset..

i hereby apologize.. and say sorry..

Thanks my parents for giving me a perfect family..

a complete family..

and a very happy family..

I love u all ^^

now i gonna take 3 minutes.. to pray ^^

pray all the best to my parents..

dun worry ^^ is Buddhist kitab..hehe

Thats the end of my blog..

tears came out in some middle parts XD

believe or not..lolz

a BIT ONLY !!!

If u have a same feelings with me..

mayb u should also spend 3minutes..

pray or just wish them the best.. think of them..

think of what they done last time..

LOVE them more ^^

SenG KonG BdaY ^^

HooHoo...

Messy Day

Went for classes in the morning^^

never skip any of them..

kakaka.. happy happy ^^

gonna celebrate SenG KonG's birthday today

he is a nice fren to make with..

so I MUST celebrate for him..

hehe.. he helped a lot.. very helpful

So.. 1st organizers' planning..

Plan to go to ipoh parade for sing k or movie

and then eat a buffet there.. cant really remember the name ><

weird time set..

time set at 2pm.. while all the students who took marketing cant make it for sure..

BUT... at last.. all are dam willing to skip the lecture which is coming next..lolz

So.. 8 students skipped the lecture and head to SK hse gathering and then depart to ipoh ^^

in the middle , we stopped by mcdonald, where i have my BIG MAC !!! WAKAKAKAKAKA !!!

ONCE reached there..

we are separated into few groups..

1) MOVIE 2)SING K 3) BOWLING + LEPAK ><

i was in group 3... sighz..

went for bowling and then jalan sini jalan sana..

UNFORTUNATELY..

when it comes to time which we gabung to go for buffet,

we noticed that tat restaurant was closed >< !!!

OH NO !!!!

at last..decision making ><

venue changed..

Changed to :

Then we makan and celebrate seng kong's birthday there..

Below are some of the pictures taken ^^

Thanks to JENNY for providing camera phone and taking pictures

Picture of me and seng kong

GOSH !!! i feel myself more and more potential being a girl ==

c my red lips and fair skin !! DAMMIT !!!

weird cake ><

but got heart ok laaa... XD

the bil of this mail is the proof of everything.. =X

Assignment Group XD

4 FLowers of the class

overall GIRLS of the class ^^

Overall Guys

This picture is a FAILURE> <>

u c 1 noobie talking on the phone ><>

LOLZ !!! jkjk

Some of them i know is quite prepared for clubbing tonight ^^

especially u know who~~~ and who~~~

not nice to mention...lolz..

saw them quite disappointed..

paiseh

coming next.. they said :

COMING NEXT XD

World...

World keep on changing..

1st November 2009,

I was driving alone 10.30pm,

going up to yuen's house in bukit antarabangsa..

realized things can change in very short time..

mayb just blink of eye..

I drove up the hill of bukit antarabangsa..

saw a road which i used to travel by accident..

overshot when i wanna go to yuen's house..

That road used to park a lot of cars..

big cars, rich ppl's cars..

houses on both side..

but now..

the road is gone.. the houses are gone..

the cars are all disappeared..

nothing left but 1 gate blocking access..

PLaces used to full of people..

now some of them are empty..

everybody shifted out..

houses are empty.. place was like so lonely and quiet..

aFter celebrating hang's birthday, i slept in yuen's house..

Morning i received a call and msg about the incident happened in kampar..

which that guy who died, was 1 of my lecture mate..

feel sad.. [not gonna talk about this]

Tuesday morning when i wanna go home,

Rawang happened a very serious land slide..

half of the road was covered by earth...

the road was closed..

realized.. EVERY single day..

something happens..

It could be big.. It could be small..

It might affect all of us, it might not..

NO matter what happens, life still goes on..

Saw 1 show today ^^

Time traveller's wife..

sad and special love story..

There is a morale inside which told us that...

what's gonna happen, will still happens..

we cannot change or stop something from happening..

sometimes these things are fated..

no matter what happens, life will still continue..

do not spend ur life waiting, or on something that is worthless..

look forward, many things still awaits ahead ^^

KamPaR SaD TraGeDy

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（霹靂‧金寶）在金寶瀑布山洪爆發沖走3名拉曼大學生事件發生時，現場附近甘榜峇都柏蘭蓋的全村村民一起出動，一起參與拯救和搜尋工作。

週日（11月1日）傍晚在這事件發生後，由消防拯救局人員、警方人員等組成的拯救隊伍，馬上展開拯救工作；村裡的馬來村民和原住民也一起出動，拿了手電筒來照射，積極投入拯救和搜尋工作。

村民幫忙進行拯救和搜尋工作，顯得容易得多，因為他們非常熟悉金寶瀑布、河流、道路和地理形勢，並懂得道路的方向。

2村民尋獲元凱屍體

這慘劇在這甘榜引起轟動，當霹靂州務大臣拿督斯里贊比里晚上10時到達，並登上電單車參與搜尋時，村裡的青年紛紛跟著大隊騎上電單車，跟著飛上山區上游參與尋找工作。

第一名死者許元凱的屍體，是被村裡2名青年米奧莫哈末阿里（24歲）和沙里山（17歲）尋獲。

米奧莫哈末阿里和沙里山2人，從晚上8時開始沿河進行搜尋工作，結果花了2小時，而於晚上10時，在3名死者被沖走地點300公尺外，河邊一個樹幹和枝椏堆里發現了許元凱的屍體。

當時身穿紅色Ｔ恤和黑色短褲的許元凱，臉部被布蓋著，露出身體和手腳。

米奧莫哈末阿里和沙里山2人，起初還以為是一個洋娃娃，仔細看才確定是一個人，而連忙下山通知警方人員，並帶領警方人員到發現屍體的地點。

2人在發現許元凱的屍體時，不禁身體發抖，唯並不感到害怕，米奧莫哈末阿里說，他們以往也曾在此地發現屍體；以往也曾發生公眾在瀑布戲水，被洪水沖走溺斃的事件。

居民議論紛紛
金寶1週3意外奪9命

在短短一週內，霹州金寶竟然發生了3宗嚴重意外，共奪走了9條寶貴的人命，令人感到傷感！

這3宗接二連三發生的意外事件，令金寶區居民議論紛紛，大家都對這3宗意外感到惋惜。

第一宗：吊橋倒塌淹死3人

首宗案件是發生於10月26日晚上10時30分，294名各源流小學的學生，在金寶瓜拉米棚國民小學參加“一個馬來西亞”激勵營。

一群學生走過學校旁露營地點的新吊橋時，吊橋突然倒塌，導致22名學生掉落金寶河裡；所幸救起19人，但卻有3名印裔女學生不幸被急流沖走溺斃。

事發地點距離怡保約22英里，距離金寶市區約7英里。

第二宗：連環車禍3人死

金寶通往安順路段萬邦刁灣一個花園住宅區附近，10月30日晚上發生一宗3車相撞意外，造成3死3傷。

涉及3輛車，分別是2輛轎車和1輛客貨車。兩名死者是華裔男子，一名死者是馬來婦女。

第三宗：山洪爆發3溺斃

11月1日下午5時許在金寶瀑布（柏蘭蓋瀑布），3名華裔金寶拉曼大學生，在戲水時因為山洪爆發，而被洪水沖走溺斃。

事發地點是在金寶玫瑰園住宅區進去山區的瀑布河流。

星洲日報‧2009.11.03

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KAMPAR: A second tragedy has struck here, hardly a week after the Kuala Dipang bridge collapse took three young lives.

Three Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman undergraduates drowned after they were swept away by strong current at the Batu Berangkai waterfalls yesterday.

The dead have been identified as James Khor Wan Kai, 20; Yew Shy Gin, 19 and Yew Ghim Chnieh, 20.

A fourth student was rescued by a villager.

The four had gone to the picnic spot for a swim at about 5pm.

Three of them had gone into the water and the fourth student was about to follow them when a sudden gush of water caused him to tumble in.

A Kampar villager, who saw this, rushed over and pulled out the fourth student.

Perak executive councillor Datuk Dr Mah Hang Soon, who related the story to newsmen, said the survivor — 22-year-old second-year accountancy student — declined to speak to the press and did not want to be named.

He suffered cuts and bruises.

At about 9.40pm, nearby villagers found Khor’s body while Yew’s body was found at 11.10pm, one kilometre from where they went into the water.

Their bodies have been sent to the Kampar Hospital.

Businessman Syed Farudi Syed Samsuddin, who saw the three students being swept away by the strong current, said their hands and legs were bobbing in the water.

Syed Farudi, 41, from Mambang Diawan, said he could see that they were struggling.

“There was nothing I could do,” he said.

It happened so fast, he said, adding that it had been raining heavily before the incident occurred.

The Batu Berangkai picnic spot is 15km from where three pupils drowned after a suspension bridge collapsed over Sungai Kampar last Monday.

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Too Many sad tragedy happened recently..

bridge collapsed, accident, including this waterfall incident..

really feel sorry and sad for them.. and their parents..

no one want this accident to happen..

although i dunno them..

however, i still feel sympathy to them..

i will pray for u all.. and wish u all can rest in peace..